So school has started and I am so excited for this last year to just END. Then sun has kind of gone, but I'm okay with that since I was sick of it anyway, and it just makes me feel of Halloween and Christmas which I'm super excited for. Obviously because I'm in my last year of school, everything is super busy. UCAS, open days, school work, extracurricular activities and just my own person creative work too, is just being rammed in my face and I seem to have no idea what to write on here which sucks too.
I am kind of happy though, which I think is important when being surrounded by so many things that need and want your attention. I have Thursday morning off every week now, which means I can thrift, lie in, have a driving lesson or just sit in a cafe until I need to get into school which is nice. I've also managed to achieve two of my writing goals which was to finish two of my projects this year which is also great. My teachers kind of believe in me and my siblings are like finding themselves which is really nice to see.
One thing that I am really happy with though, is that I feel that I am allowing myself to take more breaks. I'm being less hard on myself when it comes to my writing and that's really nice. I'm trying out poetry, and not forcing myself into projects that aren't flowing so easily at that time.
Overall, despite all of the stress and franticness of everyone, I can say that the start of this school year is WAY better than the start of year 12. It's like a continuation. Pressing play in a film after a two month pause.
